Repost: To the Man I Will Love One Day

This is for all the single ladies out there. I just can't help myself but share this beautiful letter from a girl whose mother later published it as an newspaper article in Philippines.


My Daughter's Letter to the Man She Will Love Someday
by: Cathy Babao-Guballa
08/08/2010


RELATIONSHIPS are ALWAYS a difficult terrain to navigate.

As a woman, you spend hours pondering—alone or with your girl friends—the intricacies of the human heart. You always hope and pray that the next generation will get it better than you did.

Below is a letter I found in my daughter’s website (I have her permission to share this). She wrote it to “the man I will someday love.”

I was expecting to read a gushing, romantic, idealistic tome. I was humbled instead by her sentiments. It’s filled with sensible expectations.

I pray that this will make every girl believe that hope does spring eternal, and even if your heart has been broken a few times, you can always put the pieces back together, and make it right the next time around.

Take your time. Don’t rush and don’t just “settle.” If it’s part of His plan, God’s best awaits you out there.
Letter

Dear You,

I will admit that sometimes I really do wonder if you exist.

There is a part of every little girl’s heart that envisions her prince charming. At age three, it is usually of a man who can save her from the wrath of an evil stepmother, wake her from eternal slumber or give her that true love’s kiss.

In elementary school, he becomes the boy with the least cooties, the one who’s willing to cross the playground to share his Oreos even if it makes him a target for the week of all the other boys.

Come high school, it’s that boy you stand with at prom, who your father stared down at the door, who provided you with an experience complete with photos you will cringe at a decade later, a corsage that yellows in the refrigerator, and a faded memory of a night that seemed almost too magical to be real.

Nineteen years into this life, however, and still unwilling to give my heart away, I am still that same little girl who hopes for her prince charming. And although I wonder why it has taken you this long to sweep me off my feet and whisk me off to your palace on horseback, I know that it is probably because meeting you will be better than any fairytale I could’ve read as a kid.

A couple of heartbreaks and a few years wiser though, I will admit that there are times when I question your existence. Because I have yet to meet the guy who makes me hear songs like “All My Life” or “A Whole New World” in my head when I see him does not mean I don’t hope that it’ll ever happen.

I may already know you or may still meet you someday—something I leave completely up to God because I’m pretty sure our story will be epic.

However, I can’t promise you that I’d make the world’s most perfect princess. In fact I’ll probably keep you on your toes and amuse you with my eccentricities—there are a lot of them. I’ll probably steal a bunch of your T-shirts and turn them into shirt dresses, or drive you slightly mad with my obsessive compulsivity and my need to fix your collar constantly.

I can promise to be your best friend however—that person you can rant to after a rough day, the hand you can hold when you get sad, or the person you can text when situations get awkward.

I’ll probably mess up your hair sometimes and hug you for too long, but that’ll only be because I absolutely adore you. I’ll bury my head in your shoulder during scary movies and make you feel like superman when you kill those flying cockroaches that really shouldn’t exist. I’ll cook your favorite food on your birthday and try my best to make friends with your mom.

I’ll respect your nights-out with the boys and make you seem like the perfect guy to my barkada. I’ll watch basketball or soccer games with you, and not complain when you cheer too loudly at the TV set.

I’ll know the difference between giving you space and being constantly there for you—even if it means sitting and playing video games with you or taking hot chocolate runs when it rains.

I’ll listen to your music and we’ll go on epic adventures together—seeing the world, taking awesome pictures, eating awesome food, and never running out of things to tell each other along the way.

I won’t be waiting for you to sweep me off my feet and take me on a magic carpet ride, because I know I won’t need anything like that to fall for you—I will love you for you.

You will be that someone to make goofy faces with in pictures, to lace fingers with when I’m lonely, and to take long walks under the stars with on the beach.

You’ll be the guy who takes me the way I am—and will laugh as I burst into Disney song or pick out pink wallpaper.

You’ll be that someone I envision a future with—us filling out visa forms as we travel the universe, picking out our first dog together and arguing about what to name it, or being snap-happy stage parents in our preschooler’s annual mini-plays. And I keep hoping that maybe someday when we find each other, you will become that someone whose smile I wake up to in the morning and the last one I speak to every night.

So to the man I know does exist, and who will help me maybe make sense of the world someday, this man I can’t wait to love. Please know that I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. But for now, I wait. Fingers crossed and palms held together, I hope that you’re out there somewhere, waiting for me, too.

With the hope I will be yours for always,

Me

Love-paranoid

Yes, I tend to be doubtful about every move of anyone who approaches me.

I always fear that the same kind of ugly ending would sneak up on me and I would once again have to go through the pain and embarrassment of losing someone I trusted wholeheartedly, to betrayal.

You may call me a paranoid, but I'm not depressed. I'm not emotional. Maybe, paranoid is just the perfect word to define my state.

The past relationship has left me with a pessimistic way of thinking regarding guys and relationships.

I constantly need reassurance that the specific person only has eyes for me and that I could entrust him my heart and everything I have.

And if that's too much to ask for, that's really okay for me.

I'm not a teenage girl who would be falling for sweet words or presents because I don't need any of them.

As a 21-year-old woman, I have grown strong and smart enough to find happiness, comfort, serenity, love and all I need in my beloved friends and family.

One of the Many Things You Never Get Used To.

Most of us, as we grow old, go through repetitive series of events e.g., travelling back and forth to home country or as simple as getting up for early classes/work. However, some of them over time have made us used to them. For example, if you have had early classes everyday for more than two weeks, you will get used to getting up early and you will not even need an alarm clock to wake you up. That is one type of event.

So, here comes another. The type of event you do not get used to no matter how frequent it happens.

Right now, I am sitting in the waiting hall of departure (at Yangon International Airport) waiting to board the plane, which will carry me back to Singapore.

I am having cold feet and an unstable heart. I have travelled back and forth to Singapore and Myanmar for about four times. However, my feet are heavy and they do not wanna carry me where they should.

The time, which I spent in Yangon, seems to have flown away with the wind. I want more time, just a little bit maybe, here where I have grown up. I am already missing my mom, my mischievous brother, my relatives, the foods and my beloved friends.

I am not the type to cry. I have never cried whenever I get separated from my family; at times like this when my mom and dad would be in tears. Whenever I see my friends off, people would cry and I would not. That is not because my heart is made of steel but because I am suffocating too much in my heart that tears just will not come out anymore. So, you see, sometimes I wish I could have cried. It is much easier than holding back inside, suffocating, and being not able to cry. I think that is the habit I have gotten from my brothers. Like guys, I do not show my emotions most of the time; neither do I know how.

Yes, I got it from them. Whenever I feel hurt or sad, unconsciously I am holding back. It gets hard to breathe.

That is exactly what is happening to me right now.

Parting my family, home, relatives and friends, is something that I will never get used to.

I am feeling nervous and I do not know what to do so here I am typing out what I feel. Bitter Bitter Bitter.

Now, the people in charge at the airport are calling. I have to go.

Goodbye, Yangon. Despite all the differences compared to other developed cities like Singapore, I still love you the most.

27-06-2010 (Sunday) (10:00 AM)

Sanao Ni Narenakute. Hard to Say I Love You.

Sanao Ni Narenakute... is a Japanese drama I'm currently watching.

It gave me a lot of foods for thought. It isn't a typical love story. It's not even a drama. There are much emotion to it. It revolves around 5 people who became friends via Twitter and they had become the only people for one another whom they could confess everything to and receive forgiveness from. They are going through terrible things they can't tell others yet still try their best to look fine on the outside.

Well I don't know how right I am to say everyone feels the way I do but I can relate to this drama. It reflects the reality of solitude in our souls.. how even though people have families and best friends, it is very possible that they still feel lonely. When people don't think they can be forgiven or be understood by others, they just stock everything in their little hearts, putting on smiles everyday to look normal.

The more you try to be perfect, the further you get from your real self.. Isn't it so?
So, do you want a life with too much pretension?
I guess, no one will say yes 'cause neither do I. We would one day get tired of being someone-who-we-are-not.

I love my family and best friends of mine. They are the best things that have ever happened to me and I'm grateful for that.

It's just me. One day when I had enough courage to let out the skeletons in my closet, my only wish is that they'd still love me as they do now.

Until then, self-guilt will only build up as a punishment.

Thanks ZLM :)

ZLM's bday gift sent for my 21st :)

In fact, I'm really bushed by school stuffs which have been piled up by myself who likes to put off things till the last minute.

Since Valentine's Day, some friends of mine who are attached have been telling me how they received bouquets of flowers, cutesy gifts, and chocolates from their lovely boyfriends.

Then, this question always came. WHAT DID YOU DO? (Implying what I received, actually).

I proudly said, "Oh my best friend from the States called me and I stayed home." and smiled widely. ^__^ They may not understand why having a call from a friend is that significant. But, to me, my best friends are everything. Zaw Lin Myat__ he's been really busy lately with his school as he reaches senior year in college. Unreasonable I, as usual, complained to him how he'd not been keeping in touch with me a few days ago. Ta da~! And then, he called! We had some good time catching up/joking around with things going on in our lives. :)

Hey who cares I'm single on a V'day~ or who cares I don't get any gift~
Something as subtle as a call from someone important to me can bring more joy than anything else. <3

I may not be as lucky as other people in some parts of life, be it love issues. But, I've got the BESTEST of best friends. P.S I love you ei & zlm. :) <3

Screw Valentines' Day xD

valentines' day is just around the corner and i'm strating to cringe.

yes, i'm jealous if you are to ask me. i'm single and there's no way i can like valentines' day. usually, i'll just hide in my cave 'cause the sight of lovey-doveys and overly cutesy things can actually give me a nausea.

no valentine = no chocolate = no surprise = no beautifully-wrapped gift = no flowers = no candle-lit dinner = no romantic date = no exchanging of glances = no chemistry = no sweets xD

on 355 days of 356, i don't feel regretful or sad that i've chosen to be single. but this one day, feb 14, gets to me.

i am a hopeless romantic haha. i've always had really romantic imaginations about my date, my relationship and my wedding, which is quite far-fetched. lol.

for some reason, the fate doesn't favor me. since i was born, i'd been single on all valentines' days! =.= when i was in a relationship, i had so many things planned on my mind to carry out on his b'day, one month's anniversary, and valentines' day etc.,
but yeah, like i said before, it is as if i'm bad-luck-struck in love;
i had already broken up with him before his b'day, to be exact, we broke up on our 2nd month anni,... and way before valentines' day. life is such a joke. i felt like an idiot, to have planned things which would never happen. as we girls always do, i will say this again. "He doesn't deserve me or any good will from me". i have always believed that there's always a reason why people can't make it to your present, usually for better. oh well, that was my first "real" relationship i had and my last one too. i actually had one relationship before that, but we can't really call it a relationship because it was only 1-week-plus long.

speaking of above, it's frustrating how people always assume that i must've had many relationships or i must be attached and they'll still generously spread their opinions. screw you, people. people who don't know me personally always misjudge me.
TWO THINGS I HATE MOST: BEING JUDGEMENTAL & IGNORANT.
if you wanna know nething, be it too personal, just come straight to my face and ask me.

i really hate it when people assume things about me and act as if they've known me for years...

oh well, i dunnoe why im writing about all these stuffs... in fact, i'm tired and wanna sleep.. and i'm gon pray that god has created someone, somewhere on this earth, who deserves my romantic side. xD hehe paw lite ya mha, 8 pyaw ei. :P

good night people~

oh. in fact, i've a friendly-date with a friend on v'day :)

WHERE IS YOUR CREATIVE JUICE?

Today, I read a line in my assigned Intel case that says, " If no one thinks a marketing campaign is crazy, then maybe we haven't gone far enough."

I really liked how it's been said. Razor-sharp.

I come out with my own thinking that.. if everyone agrees to my idea, maybe I haven't been creative enough or vice versa, just because someone opposes my idea, it doesn't mean my idea isn't fantastic!

Just some random thoughts. Going for quiz now. :)

ONE DAY IF I FELL OUT OF SENSES..

Dear you~

here's what you gotta do if one day I fell out of my senses and..

walked away from you, don't let me go..

even if I locked eyes with another guy, look only at me..

even if I told you to leave, stand only besides me..

even if I told you to forget about me, miss only me..

even if i hanged up on you, don't stop calling me..

most importantly, no matter what "if"s happen, don't stop loving me..

'cause only you who tripped me to fall in love, can bring me back to life. <3

make me believe in us again.

I Can't Find Logics

It hasn't been long that I said how I was still in holiday mood. And I think the devils heard me.

Here they come. The projects! Deadlines! Presentations! May Buddha bless me and help me get through my final term.

It's 12:40 am and I just got back home. Since 8 am, I'd been in school then I went to help out at my part-time work as my manager is in need of staff. I stayed at work for 4 hours and came back to school for Korean Language Workshop hosted by Woori Sayi, a Korean Culture Club, which I'm a member of. It was quite fun actually. Maybe because it is the language I'm really interested in, I didn't find myself tired at all though I had a long day. The class was from 7 to 9 pm. Till then, I hadn't had a proper meal. Two curry puffs, two cups of coffee and a chicken pao kept me survive until I could find a time to have a proper meal. My friend, Jace, was kind enough to accompany me and had another meal with me again although she'd eaten not long before. It was very sweet. =]

(Afterward, I had to stay back in school till 11: 45 pm to finish at my work. When I came back from the library, I had to walk alone all the way to the bus stop. Quite creepy.)
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I remember every little nice thing people do for me. I don't usually ask people what I want them to do for me, because I think only something done out of their own will is sincere and priceless.
I am very moved if someone gets out of his/her way to do a small thing for me.

I am the kind of person who tries very hard to detach myself emotionally from people. I have tried to treat people, just on the superficial level but never did I succeed. In fact, I have a very soft heart which gets crushed as easily as it can love many things. So, I've become a control freak of my own emotions and I tend to be very reserved unless my instincts like/trust one person. My brain and heart always contradict one another.

Now I face another dilemma. A struggle between heart and brain.

I have a few friends whom I tell every single thing. I trust them but I wanna trust in the instincts of my heart too.

They think I am being crazy to actually trust or get too involved with someone whom I cannot guarantee about anything.
I think I know enough but I never knew enough when it comes to judging people.
I have already found my way to be happy again.
I wanna learn to trust again.
I wanna learn to love again.
I wanna learn to commit again.
Unless it's the right person, I am not gonna do all those.
Well, maybe "love" is a "big fat" word, which is too early to be said at this moment.
At least, I want "TRUST" and I want to be "SOMEONE" and not just anyone in that person's life. All I know is I care for that person and yes, it's as pure as that is.
I am not even sure if I would need any other form of feelings rather than friendship...
For the people I care about too deeply, I am not as greedy 'cause I'm afraid to lose them.
I would rather save the best possible and safest state of our attachment.
Be it friendship, I'll be happy.

Urghh. My mind is tired. My body can't move. It's signs that say I should go to bed. Good night.

I'll be fine tomorrow at the presentation! ^__^
Anyonghi jumuseyo! [Figure out what they are on your own~]

Tides Are High

SIGH. so many shits going on at this moment. and i thought i was strong.

but maybe not strong enough. here i am feeling all stressed out, frustrated and blue.. i dunnoe whom to talk to. it's like there are hundreds, hundreds of people around me but.. when i turn around to hold on to or open my heart to, my vision has blurred out.. am i being too secretive? or too scared to trust anyone? or am i scared that people will find out how my life is not so-uncool as they think mine is? more than once, i've said how people around me put up too many labels on me when most of the labels don't describe any part of me.. and how people have rather too high expectations on me.. it's not that i'm not confident about myself; it's just the truth i cannot live up to everyone's expectations and hopes.. STOP.

i really love my family, more than anything else but.. there are some family matters that stress me out so much.. on the outside, i'm a bubbly, fun-loving, crazy, random soul like anyone else... but inside, my heart is heavy.. it's full of worries for my future, my dream and my family.. i never thought i needed someone to be part of my life.. but at times like this, i feel so lost on my own like i feel i need someone whom i can tell my everything, who won't judge me, but still cherish me and constantly remind me that i'll be okay.. well, friends? i do have very good friends (i love my friends) and i know i can rely on them.. why am i so taken aback to talk to them? i don't have an answer.. maybe i don't want to make em worried for me when everyone has his own mess to take care of.. i don't wanna be a burden, adding onto my friend's worries.. STOP.

so what do i do? current mood: very frustrated, stressed and sad.

it's been such a long time i feel this down. how bad? a social-networkaholic me didn't even go to facebook or g talk since i got back from work.. and right now, where i wanna be is somewhere peaceful, like a meditation centre maybe.. leave me alone people.

31st Jan 2010

Tears or Blood

"Tears are the purest form of blood drops that come straight out of your heart..." I'd say.

That's why we feel like our hearts are being crushed when we cry.. I don't know about you. I hardly cry (Crying for movies and books, doesn't count xD ) and when I cry, it is something really BIG that I cannot hide it in anymore. It does feel like my heart is being burnt or is disintegrating into pieces..

I haven't cried in such a long time.. because my heart is too weak to shed any blood anymore. Maybe it's become numb to feel any pain. The heart-wrenching feeling that I had to go through was intense and I never want to feel that again. Even if I just think back on those times, my heart can faintly recall its wounds but they are not as fresh and painful as before __ just a little bit of sting.

I am the person who hates being depressed or emotional. I'd always try to be a cheerful person around my friends and with myself too. I am only happy when people around me are happy. Ultra-sensitive? LOL. It's hard though. There are times I broke down and felt like I was choking or suffocated. Still, I did not shed a tear. A food for thoughts: people used to say you would feel things have gotten off your chest after you've cried... so is that the reason why I've been feeling suffocated too often nowadays?

I'm stressed. I cannot put my finger on what's making me this much stressed. Is it school, with graduation thingy and aftermath? Is it about balancing my job and school at the same time? Is it because I'm constantly worried about my parents nonetheless? Is it the high expectation my parents tagged at me? I'm afraid I would not be good enough for them.

I am naive (DUMB). I am indecisive. I am hesitant. I am fearful. Maybe my mom shouldn't have taught me to become a very "nice" or "sincere" person; people rip me off_ they reaped what I sowed and some people in my past have done the worst thing they could do to me. I have given a thought to revenging them but in the end, I did not do anything. There is this thing called Karma which they can't run away from. Either in this life or next life, they'll get what they deserve. I do not need to witness them fall and revenging them would not make me feel any happier. I just wanna stay clean and pure as of now.

To my pleasant surprise, I have recently discovered this dim light that was keeping me truly happy. It's far, very far from me. It's very faint. It does not belong to me as of now. It can only be visible once in a while. But once I see it, I know I gotta move on and feel as if some blissful future awaits me. More than once, I had thought I was dreaming. In fact, it's real because I can only feel its existence when I'm awake. I have never believed that something intangible could create such effects on me. I feel safe when I see it. And, I don't know how long it's gonna be there for me. It scares me because I do not want to be so reliant upon that; what if it disappears one day? I don't wanna let my guard down... Once I did, and I'm still recovering from my grand failure as a result of trusting easily and too much. I have been standing alone for as long as I can remember; it is really cold at times, with no one whom I can truly open up to. I don't want just anyone to hold but a person who can truly accept me for who I am. I am tired of expectations.

Good night, world...

P.S I'm not emo. LOL.

I dont like being parted from people I'm dear to.

11:58 PM
I'm feeling irresistibly sleepy right now which is strange 'cause I slept the whole afternoon since I came back from school. Could it be due to the chili crabs I ate at the dinner or is it a sign that I have been lacking so much sleep during past few days? -.- Anyway, today was rather short, I went to consumer behavior class in the morning, not mine thou. Mine actually starts at 10:15 am and I attened the one that starts at 8:30 am 'cause I find my class boring with no one I know but 8:30 class has my Burmese friends. =) Friends always make the class more bearable.

12:10 AM To continue..
The day was short 'cause I really enjoyed today! Tetee, his younger brother Annku, and their parents are here. They are sending off Annku who is going to college in the states. If I'm not wrong, it's LA East Side College that he got in. Finally, a kid (a kid who is not really a kid hahaha) is going away to study and we all are happy but kinda worried too but oh well, let's hope and pray that he'll be fine. =)
Tetee <3 Our beloved wat-ka-lay is finally back to us! It's been almost a year he left Singapore and Ra, Maw Gyi and me. Four of us used to go to everywhere altogether and without him, when we go out now, it always feels like we are missing something, someone to be exact. Weeeeee~ today feels very complete! Tetee's family and three of us strolled around in Orchard, did some shopping and had a very awesome dinner together! Our favourite "CHILI CRABS" - one Singapore's siganature dish.. hmm and we wanted to catch a movie but it got too late after dinner and Tetee's parents wanted all of em to go back to their Hotel together. Our plan was ruined. T_T So, Ra, Maw Gyi and I came back to our house lifelessly. Maybe, tomorrow after our works, we will try to plan a time to catch a movie with Tetee since he's going back on the day after tomorrow. I don't LIKEEE. =( I wish he could've stayed longer with us.

Oh, today I called my mom in the afternoon but she was busy so I couldn't talk to her much. She was at the Court for the case she's taking care of for one of her clients. I don't know since when she started taking cases... That worries me because being a lawyer aint' easy. There'll be people from the opposition party who dislike you and stuffs. But then again, without Dad around, she must be bored at home, alone with my younger brother everyday. So, I'm just gonna pray for her. =) So that, she would be safe and sound, and win her cases. <3

Got a message from Dad too. He's sailing to India. That's all I know of now. I am gon try calling him tomorrow to know more details. I miss him big time. He's been really working hard for our family__always onboard; I haven't seen him since his visit in my first year of college. I'm graduating soon (if everything goes fine e.g, internship thingy) and I'll get to see him again in my graduation! <3 Can't wait till then. =)

P.S. Good luck to a friend who's having a bio test tomorrow. I prayed for you. =)

Yuppp I think that's fairly everything about today and now I shall go to bed. I have to work from 1-9 pm tomorrow. Good night, world~

So, I Was Reborn

FINALLY, I have recovered my knowledge in personalizing a blog skin!!
Well, I have a class at 8:30 tomorrow morning.
Mr. Seshami's Consumer Behaviour Class.

I have been meaning to hit the sack sine 12 but I just can't sleep when I feel like I have something to get done, like having to get my blog a new skin and restarted 'cause the old skin is not working properly anymore~ ~ ~ It's pretty sad that it died. I liked my previous blog skin a lot. That's me. I always feel very attached to old belongings of mine. Again, it reminds me of some part of the past I don't wanna remember. In that sense, probably it was a good riddance.

Yes, I only turn to blog when I am feeling suffocated with stuffs I hold in, and when I have things to unravel on my own.
I am not a very good communicator when it comes to expressing emotions and I have pretty fast mood swings so, it's more than nice that I've got a blog where I can rant or complain or whatever.
Even if I talk to my friends, majority of em wouldn't get me right; except Eiphyo, my BFF, my soulmate, LOL, who would always gets me easily without many words being said.

. . . . . . . . .

Anyway, yeah, I think it's good that I'm blogging again. . .
My friends can keep up with me and people can stalk me and stuffs haha I'm just kidding. . .
I don't have stalkers (I hope I don't). . .

It's time for bed. I don't want to miss any class again. I'll be good. =]

Good night, World~

Odd Facts about ME Created by starluvr80 and taken 321495 times on Bzoink
DO YOU SNORE?:	No
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:	A lover-wanna-be who always ends up as a fighter.
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:	WATER
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:	Not really. I went to war with my bros.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:	Not-so-real aha
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:	How do you know?!I dont chew thou. I just bite. xD
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:	All i know is i had really BIG eyes.
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:	born single, die single, dont matter. (6 words story) =P
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:	Ash (white + dust ) kidding. Whitee!
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:	Would you believe if i say no?
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:	No but I'd like to try out.
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:	I can sing songs of any language, even if i don't speak it?
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:	Somewhere really quiet and dreamy with beautiful flora, sceneries and lovely fauna.
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:	YESH, heaps heaps!
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:	NOO. what the heck is this? O.o
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:	Sometimes (oops)
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:	haha What the hell! well, maybe around 300 licks.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:	Nope. haha.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:	hmm NOPE because I've never sat on it but I've taken a ride in it. LOL
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:	Gotta see who's wearing.
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:	Not against it but i wouldn't do myself.
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:	Definitely! Nothing beats a happy marriage and family.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:	Yes! It's so cuteeee. xD kd, but I do like it.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:	Dust and sometimes, seafood (my favorite!)
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":	June 2009
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:	No
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:	Why would I cry at other people's celebration day? I'm in high spirits! =]
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:	As long as it's cooked.
ARE BLONDES DUMB?:	Nah
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:	In the drain with the washed water.. from the washer lol
WHAT TIME IS IT?:	3:57 am
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:	Ri Ri (some ludicrous person gave me this.)
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?:	Noo i love their french fries!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:	6 hours ago
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:	Baths! I can playyyy with water! xD
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:	I wish he was but sadly, no.
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:	YES very.
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:	Coffee, Internet, Music
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:	Crunchyyy. It's fun to chew~
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:	Nope
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:	Twice
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?:	Well.. maybe yes?
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:	No
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?:	Hmm.. not yet. But its kinda scary to ride anonymous's vehicle?
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:	Very dark, but sometimes it appears grey.
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:	July 2009
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:	Yes I do :)
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:	Anyone who has found the right person of their life.
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?:	Nope
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?:	Yes
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:	Guitar
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:	No
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:	I'm okay..
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?:	Noo ahha
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?:	Sometimes.
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?:	Maybe.. I've never had a pet so I dunnoe?
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:	If things have come to an end, where do we go?
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?:	A very ugly one.
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?:	I don't have one so she need not know.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:	Japanese fried seaweed
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:	Yes, sometimes.
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:	I think I'm going to.. shhhh
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?:	No
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?:	2PM of course!
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