Urghh now that I logged in.. I remember I have been silent for a while at my blog..

Nothing much changes except for the fact that school has started and things look a little more lively now.. Unlike in summer days when you can just tug in your bed all day and sleep days away.. Well, *pff* I'd rather have those dull and warm days to hectic school days.. You see, I'm not a loud or hyper person so I hate to step out of my comfort shell.. You may wonder why whichever topic I speak of school relates to something negative and the reason is classes in SMU always put my nerves at the stake of exploding with anxiety all the times!

Participation seems to be the core competency of SMU's advertised learning style that everyone is unconsciously forced to speak up their opinions (or sometimes-redecorated-opinions-of-others) in class.
[AGAIN, I sounded negative.]

No don't get me wrong yet. I LOVE MY SCHOOL! Who doesn't love his/her own school right? It's just that my school's environment clashes with my shy and introverted nature. On top of that, I took "Corporate Communication" as my second major! (Nice chocie! Sarcastically, I said to myself.)

Since young, I've loved literature especially in foreign languages and when I was deciding on my majors, I was very sure that Corp Comm Major was the one that would really interest me. The courses are indeed very knowledge-nourishing, vibrant-natured and interesting, as I expected. I just feel like I'm being pressured constantly throughout the classes to voice out... and what to do? I can't get over my shyness and public fright until now; I'm in my final year! This is so helpless, I think. Well, I've been complaining about myself over a billion times... I should just drop this topic and try my best to make do all of the Corp Comm modules I'm taking this semester~

xoxo
BTW people, I'm on twitter now @ http://twitter.com/katloveshome =)

THE SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD...

Since I met Nang on the other day, the song she let us listen with her phone got stuck in my head.

Have heard it many times before and liked it whenever I heard; yet could never figure out what that song was.

Many million thanks to Nang. I now know what the song is!

It's called INSOMNIA by Craig David. Here's its MTV. Enjoy~ xoxoxo

P.S Don't forget to stop the music player on my page before watching the vid! :)

Not Sorry At All

…

People ask;

Did I love you for who you are?

In the flashbacks,

I see you and me through good and bad times.

I recalled

Joys, laughters, fights and tears.

Apparently,

I loved you for who I perceived you to be.

Like a confirmation of those doubts in mind,

you grew to be a stranger in my eyes.

At the last shot, the wake-up call was harsh;

You betrayed and stabbed me from the back

Now that you are long gone,

And I have fallen out of my illusion.

Tell me why I should feel sorry?

Instead,

I should be counting my blessings.