Long Distance - Brandy

With you is where I'd rather be,
but we're stuck where we are.
It's so hard, you're so far..
This long distance is killing me.
I wish that you are here with me

Dedicated to all of my beloved friends who are all over the world, far far away from me. I do miss you guys and sometimes I just wish we could turn back the time and be happily together. <3>

Especially, Ei.

Since we became friends, it's like we were meant for each other. We could understand each other so well that sometimes we don't really have to say much and one knows what another is talking about lol. It must be a telepathy-kinda-thing. And I thank you for never judging me. You've always accepted the way I am and loved me. I could feel it. As you say sometimes, I wonder what we would be if we were different genders, lol prolly be a couple by now? There are a lot of things going on in our lives at this point of time and we might not be able to catch up with all of the things but we always know we'd be there for each other in need, don't we? Right now, you are there in Boston at the Oberlin where you have to study 24/7.. grhh I hate that college for your sake. kidding lol. In fact, I'm proud of you, always __ of you being the smartest person, of you getting into Oberlin and working hard,.. And I'm stuck here in a little red dot called Singapore, always being stressed out as a culture-adaptation lol. Well, what I'm saying is I still love you to death and we'll be BFF. 'Kay? My blessings'll always be with you. *Muacks* <3

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Just some emo stuffs I wrote down on a piece of paper when I was feeling down a few days ago cuz' apparently, people always misjudge me for who I am really not (I guess I was just born to be seen as "bad" LOL) and if some of u may notice, I wrote "I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life" somewhere on this blog to remind myself of how destructive people's comments can be for the weak heart and mind..  

"I told myself over and over again that I would never give a damn to other people 

or what they say or how they judge me 

but, I still seem to care and get hurt easily by them...

This is frustrating __ how I can't get a control over my mind...

I've been trying so hard to be strong or at least, appear to be strong

but, I am still as vulnerable as before I."

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"If you judge people, you'll never be able to truly love. 

We as humans have our own defects. 

If you were to judge people upon appearance, 

you'd never find the light for nowadays people being at their best in act and disguise. 

You need to explore and feel what is deep down 

in the hearts. 

Only then, you will be able to truly love a person."

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"Good words of humans may help relieve the pain.. 

but they'd never be capable of healing a wound made by harsh words of them, 

without leaving a scar."

Well I donnoe if you guys would understand what I wrote but I believe if you were in the same situation as I was, once in your life, you'd be able to understand me. 

Thanks for reading for my complaints. =]

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*~It's Christmas Time, Girls!~*

I have been a really good loafer lol doing nothing most of the times in holidays' time like this. Where's my holiday spirit?! Look, I don't get much beyond my bed, foods, songs, Gossip Girl( a tv show I'm currently watching), the Wednesday Letters ( the book I'm on right now) & YOUTUBE. 

Pathetic right? ANS: Yeah when you are broke and most of your hang-out friends are out of town, it leaves you no option but to hide in your cave(house) like ME.  >.<"

YOUTUBE does provide me with a lot of stuffs to think about and write about. It'd probably be my favorite place on the net. (btw girls FYI, R Patz's favourite site is YOUTUBE too! =P) So anyway, let's jump to the real deal. I found this Makeup Tutorial Video on Youtube and it illustrates how to paint your eyes in Christmas Theme - she uses emerald green and glittering gold which is a good match to make your eyes gorgeously shine in the crowd. :) 

So, I decided I'd share the vid with you. 

Although I don't have the same eye colors that she uses, I kinda have the similar colors so I did a tutorial on myself. I attached some pics of its for you see how it works on our Asian skin (I've more of a dark skin tone thou :P) . Even without the exact stuffs, I personally like how it turns out. 

What do you guys think? :) Not that much different from what it showed though, I just used brown eyeliner instead of black and I didn't stick on fake lashes. (I hate them) LOL One funny fact: Well, I tried fake lashes once. So, I'd applied glue and place the fake lashes on my upper eyelid, and then when I tried to open my eyes I could open my eyes_ only half!! 'Cause I didn't know how to put the lashes in the right place and I put a lot of glue on the lid grhh.. I didnt know what happened back then. They are just frustrating, 'kay? The "real" thing is always the best. ^_^"

So, I hope you all would enjoy the video and maybe try something new when you go out next time. *wink* (No its not only meant for Christmas if you wonder. It's a holiday look. =]) And I'm sorry I had to show you guys my ugly photos HEES XD. 

 oh and this post is totally a girl-thing so GUYS, sorry for that again. :P

xoxo

K-A-T

YAY! I'm getting back to normal living routine! - which means finally I'm sleeping in the right time zone again! (Oh wait, today is just an exception, it's only 2:53 am, c'mon still okay right? lol) So yea I got up at around 11 am. A good sign for me actually, i.e. how I can wake up without any alarm by this time.. but *SIGH* I still gotta work a lot harder to be able to get up for morning classes (Btw, in our d*mn SMU, they start at 8:30 am) by myself w/o any alarm.

I had an appointment with my cousin bro, Htet San Wai, to go meet Hein Htet Zaw, son of my mom's friend cuz' he's brought us some burmese dried goods from his home. That's really nice of him. Later I tagged along with 'em until Peninsula Palaza & Funan Plaza. ( 'cuz I'm so very very free and I'd stayed indoors for 2 consecutive days. I had a feeling that I should def spend my whole day out today.) LOL. Anyway, so we helped him look around for a suitable lappy for his school use. Half-way through our window-shopping trip, I parted from them and left to find out what new books are out in the bookstore downstairs in Funan. I didn't notice how much time I spent inside the shop but I could sense their patience running short and sympathize their standing at the entrance for whole 15-20 mins although they didn't show it. As I felt bad, I just grabbed the book "The Wendesday Letters" I was looking at and "Twilight" and rushed to e counter. I hope the first'd betta be a good book but the latter, I've read it twice. I bought it 'cause I wanna save it. :) I love to save the books I admire.

Black Pepper Prawn

I cooked this, but with sweet chillis rather than bean/pea.

On the way back, HHZ went back home and my bro and I went shopping to do some cookings for dinner. He cooked "Minced Pork Curry" and I was in charged of "Black Pepper Prawns w Sweet Chilli". *yummmmy* I still feel hungry whenever I recall about those dishes. heh =P I mean I cook a lot and I know I'm not listed under "bad cook" category, but still I was worried that my brothers ( my elder bro is staying with my cousin so now two brothers in the audience lol) and Marmi Htoo (aka Nga Tint) wouldn't like my cooking. Thank god~ They liked it! and my cousin, very very. So, after all, today was a good day. Not to mention, someone said I was wonderful tonight. Don't get wrong. He's a good friend of mine, okay? lol He must have his head hit by something or sth.. to say that all of a sudden (Thanks fo making my day betta). ANYWAY, I feel wonderful today.

xxxxx

However, a sad thing is ... I don't have a solid plan for how I should pass this Christmas or with who either. SIGH. *shakes my head* how sad right? Yeah no one is asking me out this Christmas. (I mean friends here.)

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Only if there was anything we could do...

to make people feel the same way we do about 'em

and make 'em stay forever by our sides,

our fragile hearts would be saved from shattering...

K-A-T

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In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed...
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care...


Boston - Augustana

thanks to ei phyo and thar pyai for recommending me such a good song. :) im in lurvee with it, angelic music.

UPDATES!

David Archuleta has this new single called "A Little Too Not Over You" and it'd be 3/5 in ranking cuz' i personally like his previous song "Crush" betta. this new one is a bit gloomy heart-break song whereas "Crush" is a fast and hyper song. ;)

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

KEVJUMBA Returns



OMG! after months, he has finally uploaded a new video. he said he's been in college, staying in a dormitory and he can't have enough privacy to do videos as he explained why he disappeared from youtube for such a long time. c'mon ppl, leave kev alone and let him do his things. (WE youtubers love him and missed him~)

In this video, he talks about things he hates in college - we can relate ourselves to it. URGH college life sucks - stress, projects, quizzes, superficial competitions, biased profs and some stuck-up ppl at skool, there are a lot more i can add on into the list of the reasons why i hate college.. but in terms of hate rankings, working life should be in some ways worse than college life. so in that sense, prolly i'd like to stay in college for a while more. lol.

speaking of the above, i just rem some of my friends last sem came out with this new name for our school SMU - " Stress Management University" HAHAHA the real one is Singapore Management University. but pssss who cares? all some ppl know is SMU is SMU and it's one of the top unis in singapores. that's most ppl know. and sometimes it just annoys the hell out of me when ppl ask back "Oh so its the one near Ngee Ann Poly? same as that?" .. I mean " Hello I'm talking about SMU, not SIM." I'm not judging anything here. SIM is as good and popular as SMU on its own but i think people should be able to differentiate totally two different schools.. okies whatever. im feeling like i have exaggerated a lot already. FULL STOP.

WE LOVE TEPPANYAKI'S FOODS & NEOPRINTS <3

Me, Nang and Lung Lung

Nang and I planned a date for this evening since its been ages we last hanged around together. She came and picked me up at Raffles, off to Paragon. It was fun. and my first time meeting, Lung Lung, Nang's very close friend, who came bak from Landon just yesterday for holidays. Although I usually need time to get close to ppl,  it isn't that hard with her. She's really nice and fun to talk to. ;) After Nang's picked up her sister's clothes from Paragon, we moved on to Teppanyaki at Cine to have dinner with Lung. the foods are soooo yummmy! (No, not bcuz I was hungry. Maybe partly, it counts. I love how they cook e stuffs right infront of you and the sweet smell of garlic lingering on every food.) And we took neoprints afterwards. Since the movie we were going to watch only started at 9 30, we headed off to Gloria Jeans to have coffee. The movie "Four Christmases" was okay I'd say, but I feel the movie's plot is too simple and short -- need more spices! OH and we found Twilight poster on the way outta theatre. We've been looking for it outside to take pic. Soo sad we didn't have a chance to take photo with Edward. :( Dec 18th seems to be taking long to reach. I can't wait to see the movie grhhh XD

  

meeee in Nang's toy lol

Aight, according to nang, Im e first person to ride in her new car~ *GRIN* =D Although I knew from Nang that she had gotten a car, I hadn't seen it personally until today. BMW 335i. Black with red leather seats. It's gorgeous! =]

It's this type just that seats are red-leathered.

(Nang>> you just gotta pull urself together, drive more often and make a good use of it, 'kay?) hees despite myself being a very clumsy driver, i wanna see you drive! ^^

*Nang Nang* <3 *Kat Kat*

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okies you guys must not miss to see this hot MV of Hilary Duff & Kellan Lutz. well, she cudn't really pull it off but its bearable cuz of our HOT Kellan Lutz (Emmett Cullen).

With Love - Hilary Duff (Featuring Emmett Cullen)

xoxo~
kat

Here i am again!

Please bear with me for a few more weeks until i get totally over TWILIGHT-and-R PATZ-obsession. =]

Ive been surfing all night and found quite nice pics of R Patz so i decided that i'd share with you guys. The first two are wallpapers.

P.S. Kristen is not naked. lol. 

Loves how hes holding Kristen in her arms. Dey luk so adorable 2gether. 

R Patz. 

Why deuuu have to look good from every single side?!

He has just dazzled us. @-@

The Perfect Edward Cullen =]

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I did not know, not only Rob can act, but also can sing! I think at least two of the soundtracks in Twilight are composed and sang by him alone or by collaborating with another artist in composing.  I only noticed of "Never Think" which he sang. At first, my ears aren't used to listening the type of music he creates and I didn't like the song, but after a few tries, before I notice, I'm already addicted to it. It's a bit country type of song I suppose (or it is not, I'm not a very pro so I can't assure). His accent is, at first, very hard to catch, very British, but I like it more than the fake American accent he's trying to sound in the movie. And I've always admired British accent more. It's so smooth and fast, that it sounds more like whispering music than speaking. Don't worry if you won't catch the words, I'll attach the lyrics beneath the music video. Oh, and he can play both piano and guitar very skillfully. I mean, what more can we girls ask for? lol, good looks, personality, good sense of humor, talented in acting and music,...  despite the rumours/truths about his lack of personal hygiene.

I mean who cares if he doesn't wash. He's still gorgeous as hell. 

Heh, Now dont get shocked. I was just kidding. =P

Never Think - Robert Pattinson (Twilight Soundtrack)

~ Beautifulllllll~ LOL Don't fret too fast. As I told cha, the more u listen to it, the more u'll get hooked. Cuz' it's a very different kinda music from those we usually listen to, it needs time for our ears and heart to be able to appreciate it. Man, it's hard to sing this sorta thing. 

Lyrics:

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your to far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So hold off
She should hold off
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's to far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on

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well as much as i dun wanna believe, i cried to this song.. -.-

i know i have a weak heart for sad movies, but its not really the same with the songs..

neway, enjoy the song. it's just a beautiful piece of music, touchy and well-composed. angela aki must have put a lot of heart into it.  :) she's so underrated.

ANGELA AKI - TEGAMI (LETTER) with ENG TRANSLATION

English Translation:
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness
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