i didn't cry.. because nang and opal didn't want to see me cry. they'd be so sad to see me cry. i tried my best to hold back my tears and it worked! (although i became teary at times)

deepdown i'm hurt..

"it" has hurt my feelings, and my pride.. i almost begged "it"..

"it" just walked away.. *ouch* right at the heart..

"it" doesn't even care how i would feel if "it" did that..

i felt all sort of mixed emotions.. i mean no one had ever treated me that way..

i felt so mad, unappreciated, neglected and uncared..

i don't want pity or sympathy.. i just want sincerity.. i will survive like a weed no matter what..